So let me choose.
I’m so sleepy thatt I feel like slurring the words here. Why did I log in here in the first place?
What have got to look forward to ? Nothing really. Downer, I know. I have had the emptiest of days here. & I’m slowly learning how to deal with them here. Its a slow process but I’m finally learning something. Patience. I guess thats good right?
On the other hand, I’m loosing myself too. Bit by bit. I can feel it though I can’t see it. Is it really real? Or is this sleep induced moment of self conciousness conjuring up some paranoid dream ? I’m too tired to tell & frankly, I couldn’t care less. I need sleep. now.