You know what sucks ?
When you’re in bed for almost an hour trying to sleep but all you can think about it stuff you don’t want to think about, want to avoid those mental one sided conversations with people you can no longer stand & imagine scenarios you know won’t happen.
What sucks is that it actually is addicting & it does not help in the long run rather makes you want more & more of something that can never happen.
So seriously, get out of my headd, I need sleep, I don’t need you. & thats exactly why I’m thinking about you.
I hate this so much. -.-