Late night BS.
I’m not going to go into deep details of why I feel like this, because not only do I not know, I don’t think I could care any less.
Okaymaybe that’s not true.
If I find the reason behind this, then perhaps everything will make sense again.
All I do know is my mood swings are killing me. The past 2 weeks I’ve been on euphorical highs of unadelterated happiness , & as I feared , it’s finally come to an end.
I hate myself right now, hate the world & I hate unbaisedly. Everything is annoying me now, literally. Small details are adding up & I can’t seem to ignore them.
I’m gonna sleep & pray to escape this, myself & all this that I feel.
I want my euphoria back.