Haven’t done this in a while.

Okay so I have trouble trusting people again.
It’s not something new, I know. But like, I feel guilty when I don’t.

So I finally trusted someone who had broken my trust earlier,
and -surprise surprise-  I made a mistake.

The same person broke my trust for the exact same thing.
Deja vuu yeh?
After asking me to trust a million times again, this is what happens.
I don’t know what to do, or say.

I feel so .. set up.
Like, it was all just a joke to this person, like he/she just wanted to have fun for a while.

I feel disappointed in myself .. what was I thinking ?

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